I changed my Facebook date so if people actually know, i’ll be pleasantly surprised, I already got all of my gifts (by that I mean, I got the bikini top for my Jeep that my dad promised he would get me before and the seat covers for my Jeep that she said she would get 2 years ago), and I have to work until 3. My birthday has never been a big day. Last year, my mom even completely forgot, but I didn’t really get mad because I don’t expect anything more from her than that. Heather’s been at camp, and it’s for Girl Scouts, so it isn’t that great or anything, but I am completely jealous of her because she is not even an outdoorsy/atheletic person and so far, she has been able to camp and ski, and I have been trying to do both of those things for so efffinnnnggg long and have been horribly unsuccessful. She gets so lucky with those things, just like “Hey Heather, want to go parasailing and hang gliding in Australia for free?” then for me it’s like “Hey Jordan, I know you wanted to enjoy your youth before you have to have major hip surgery in 5 years, but i’m going to make you work and do school and everytime you want to go outside, i’m going to make it rain.” I swear, if she goes mountain climbing or some shit and I have to stay at home and actually take care of work or something like that again, i’m gonna be sorta pissed. All I want to do for my birthday is go find a nice mountain and climb it. Is that so much to ask? If that is the only thing I want, why can’t I do it? I don’t care about the presents or the money or the dinner or the attention or any of that. I just want to run through the forest for hours on end. That’s my one birthday wish.
2019
